I hope you can hear this.

NO ONE except me, ONLY ME.

I have no friends or family to help me to keep holding. to keep this feeling of mine towards you. to keep hoping. no one, but me, just me. and when i'm weak, I really need someone to tell me that u're worth waiting, that we are possible. that, we can make this works. but, none. no one is going to say that to me, or make me feel so. no one.

and you, gone. no sign. i dont know what happen to you. I dont know how is your heart? "macam mana keadaan hati Padli sekarang?" I really want to ask that.. that simple "cantiksecantikcantiknya" tells me you're thinking about me.. and it made my days.. hmmm.. and i was waiting for your reply. but no. you didnt reply. and I kept waiting.. i slept late these few days only to wait for you reply. but, none. until now. until today. but none. no reply. frustrating. SAKIT. KOSONG.

Allah, forgive me, hati ini belum ikhlas. hati ini masih lemah dengan perasaan. masih kalah dengan emosi.

We are doing this for the sake of Allah, Allah, please... help me.. help me to keep this feeling, jagakan hati ini, Allah.. even if the whole world is against us, as long as i have You with me Allah, You to keep this feeling, I'll be strong. InshaaAllah.. 

if it's meant to be, Allah will help. Aaaamiiinn..

"Sayang Padli hingga ke syurga"