Allow me to make one thing clear, I thank you for your advice,
critiques and comments you gave. I appreciate it, I understand that you care
and you did that to keep me in the right track, but please (no offend) I accepted
your care with smile but it does not mean that I have to or will do things as
you thought I supposed to. I’ll do what I
think best for me and only do something when I am ready. I am living my life
very fine now, with love, kindness, optimism, conscience and wisdom (not
intelligence, I’m not saying that I am too smart, but wisdom to think). I am
just not ready for all that, too manipulative, too confusing. I can’t bear it, I’m
not strong or determine enough, yes you can say so.. I am weak! I admit it! So,
let it be.. if it’s meant to be, it’s up to me. .
